I am drowning in pain
I am so lost and confused
My heart is torn appart and bleeding
I need to feel His love again
I am scarred and bruised
I need to be healed
But He is far from me now

I see His hands reaching out to me
I want to take a hold of them
But I fall back, I can't escape the sin I am in
I need help, I need His arms around me
I want to see Him face to face.

The only for me to see Him truly face to face
Is to for me to pass from this earth
As time goes by I am become more tempted
Desire more to take away the pain.
To leave from this earth

I can't see why He could ever want to hold me
Why He would ever want to carry me in His arms
Am I fooling myself thinking He would want me back
While all the time I become more aware
Aware of how much I need to feel
To feel the high I get when I breath Him in

Oh GOD where are you? I need you now!